This is a very touchy subject, but I feel that I need to mention it for journaling purposes, if nothing else.  I have very mixed feelings about today?s verdict.  I totally understand that the jurors did not feel that the prosecution could prove beyond a shadow of a doubt that Jackson was guilty.  But part of me can’t help but feel that another celebrity got away because of who he is.  I agree that the main witness was not credible, but what about the fact that this is the 2nd time he has been accused, or how many he has paid off in the past to keep quiet or all the abnormal behavior?

As a mom, I am upset that there could possibly be a 3rd accusation and that we could be responsible for that.  What now?  He goes home and becomes a recluse with his children, who now have to suffer with him?  I was really frustrated with the jury?s decision.  I guess in a way, he is being punished, but I think there should have been some consequences for his behavior.  He was close to broke before this, and he certainly will be broke after the legal fees are paid.  He will also never have much of a career again, not to mention, the doubt that lingers in the air about what really happens behind closed doors at Neverland.

Oh well, I guess what I am the most upset about is the fact that I am never going to get to see the pictures of him in jail with no make-up, hair or nose.

  I?m done now!