A collection of thoughts and other stuff not worthy of a full post.
Today is the day I stand up, dust myself off and look forward. Things have gotten too damn depressing around here! I am a strong, good person and will survive all that life throws at me.
I have a great family and two of the greatest friends a person could ever ask for in life and I am very grateful for them in my life! Thank you!
I have made some VERY caring and wonderful friends online and cannot thank everyone enough for the kind emails and thoughts. If I have not responded to you, or have and it made no sense, I am sorry. This last week has been a week of reflection. A week of looking deep inside of me and finding myself again, the me that got lost somewhere between childbirth and diaper changing. If you thought I was funny before…wait till you meet the real me!
Today was productive. I worked out, I took Kaiden to ballet, I went grocery shopping, I cleaned house, I cleaned out the garage (quite a chore), and I made an appearance outside of my house for the first time this week and cleaned up the front yard so that my neighbors do not think that I am an asshole. I did not cry or think any miserable thoughts ALL day.
I will return to work on Monday. As much as I would love to stay home and get paid to be miserable on my couch…I don’t think my boss would go for that for too long. I cannot even imagine what my desk looks like. I am thankful that I have an understanding employer.
I have to finally get up and lose the baby weight - it is the one thing that has made me so miserable with myself and in turn let me push that misery on everyone around me. I have set some goals for myself, so that I can get back to running again - I was never happier than when I was running 5 miles a day. When I meet all my goals I am getting a boob job. When I get skinny, my boobs become non-existent. Nothing big, I am not a fan of big, but I am a fan of perky! This will be my reward for myself, a nice little “lift!”
What have I missed?
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